How can someone message you pretty much saying “fuck off” for an act they routinely do to others? It’s such bulllshit. Double standards like this will be the death of me because I try and keep everyone happy all the time.
I am literally super paranoid about #3… I wish I wasn’t… but I am… “and I hate myself every day because of it!”
Why? Why does this happen? I want this curse to be lifted from me. No-one will ever understand what I go through. There’s some things I do that I wish I never did, but know that I have to do to continue on the journey of who I want to be. It affects me more than people know but I don’t like to let on for fear of burdening others but I feel like it’s so obvious at the same time! I scream for help every day but refuse to let those close to me know that I need it. I feel ill be judged and no-one will accept me for it, but soon enough revealing the secrets of my life may be the only way to survive.